Missing someone...

Have u ever missed someone and felt terrible because u think that she doesn’t miss u?
Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to her. Thinking if she ever cares about u. Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it’s her. Looking out of the window hoping that she will surprise u by appearing downstairs. Sitting in front of the television but thinking of her missing the final episode of your favourite show.
Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together. Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future. Logging on to the internet hoping to see her online. When u realise that she isn’t online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if she is okay. Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone. U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of oving/caring for her. But missing someone and not knowing if she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone. So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know. At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don’t let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoid. If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. if u miss him/her too, tell them. Don’t let them wait.
Life is unfair to most ppl and feel especially to me!!! mabye i feel it is unfair coz i am not contented with what i have, but isn’t pursuing the things u want will make u a better person? so how to stay contented with wat u have if u have so little like me?